I am hoping you can help me. I am now 50 years old. When I was in my early 20′s I had a friend from high school who at the time had what the called a “nervous breakdown”. Today, it is probably called something different. Any way, we did drugs together. She actually did way more and introduced me. She had this nervous breakdown and at the time her mom and sister blamed me for it because we did drugs and I gave her drugs and blah blah…. you get the picture. Okay so the sister comes to my house and tells me that my family is white trash, which we are not and to never to contact her sister again. I dont. we spoke briefly maybe once or twice. Of course I have been carrying guilt all my life over this. I did nothing but the made me feel like I did. so every time I dream of the sister something bad happens to or for me. Its like a warning to me. when I see the sister in the dream I wake up and dread the next couple days because I know something bad is going to happen and it always does. Can you please explain this to me and is there something, anything I can do. I feel I have been cursed. thank you and I appreciate you taking the time to read this. I found you by accident but maybe this isnt an accident. Vivian

Merry Meet Seeker,
I am sure that you had no idea where your simple forays into drugs would take you. However, from your message, I can see that you are a very good person and that you did not really hurt anyone 30 years ago. However, it seems that you have carried that guilt with you for a long time. In order to go on with your life, you just need to speak to your own heart and make yourself understand that you haven’t done any wrong.
One of the most important ways in which we create is by the power of our spirits. Our spirits are very powerful so that even a simple, quick visualization of an event may become reality immediately. That is the reason why you are carrying so much guilt from your earlier experiences.
Now that 30 years have passed by, your karma has probably been processed and you are free to enjoy your life without thinking of feeling guilty about what happened a long time ago. Just as water flows under a bridge, those worries may be set down and you need to understand that you are free to live your life without the shadow of guilt.
When you see your friend’s sister, think of a positive event instead of dreading something bad happening to you. Wake up everyday feeling good and knowing that the day will bring you joy and prosperity. When you see the sister, instead of moving away, try to smile comfortingly. If you get a chance to talk to her, let her know that you and her sister were young girls and didn’t know the dangers of taking drugs. Do not blame her sister or make any negative comments. If you think that her sister does not wish to even see you, then ignore her. However, whenever you see her, make a good wish for yourself, thus changing a negative event to a positive one.
Slowly, your life will change so that no one can externally bother you in life.
Brightest Blessings
Rose.