Hello All~ I was hoping you may be able to point me in the right direction. I’m sure if you will understand but I’ll give it a shot. First off I am a very “normal” woman, wife kids so on and so on. In the past Six to twelve months I had changed. I “WOKE UP”. I have gifts, but don’t know how to use them. I can see things before they happen. Animals are talking, espically hawks. You most likely think I am crazy, but I assure you I’m not. My Guardians are always sending me signs of awareness, and I feel as if there is a veil between us and I cannot fully “hear” what they are telling or showing me, fuzzy simular to static on a radio or tv. Is there anything I can do to lift the veil? Due to this shift in my enegry direction, my relationship with my husband is strained, he is very pessimistic and the pounding waves of negitive vibes that roll of him are exhusting. Lately I have been getting the impression that I am in his life for a matter of convience, rather then because he is in love with me. I have been spending more time away from home, he has become increidably volitile with his words. I ran into an old friend from school, and I had such a good time. Nothing out of line No flirting, just a honest good time. I want my husband to be honest with me and let me know his true feelings, so we can move on from this wheter is be on the same path or our own. My meeting with the old freind from school reminded me how happy and enjoyable life is and conecting with someone is a warm and comforting feeling not a cold painful one. I do not want to change my husband, I accept him as a person for who he is, but I need to know the truth from him, I need to know if he needs to be on his own. I don’t want a spell to change his thoughts, I am looking for him to speak his true intentions on “us”. If it is possiable, I wouls be much appricated if you had something to help me wake up my “gifts”. ~Jess

My dear– I would never laugh at you for the awakening of your gifts. I will, however, caution you that many people, perhaps including your husband, will be scared or confused by them. I have a dear friend who hears the voices of the trees around her, but she doesn’t share that with just anyone on the street. I am concerned about you for two reasons and have a solution that I believe will help with both. First, let me ask you a question. Did you tell your husband about your meeting with your friend? If not, you have a problem. You absolutely must communicate with your husband to make things work. Now, to improve your communicationw ith your hawk spirit guides and to improve your relationshiup with your husband, the first thing you need to do is focus on grounding yourself. WIth this all being so new to you, you can be overwhelmed with the new information. That’s where the static comes from. And, it can lead to conflict with your husband as you are on edge because of all the new information you are receiving. One day while he’s at work and the kids are at school, find a quiet place where you can be alone. You will probably find that you like somewhere close to the hawks. Then, with your feet firmly planted on the ground, concentrate on your breathing. Close your eyes and think of all the things that are distracting you. Imagine them as tiny soap bubbles escaping on the wind and popping as they go. Do not dwell on the issues just let them run through your mind and then escape. Focus on your breathing and begin to think about how it feels to be connected to the land. Imagine you are growing roots from your feet and standing tall against the wind. Then, just listen. The static will probably be gone 9it may take a few times of grounding yourself this way) and you will be at peace with the hubby. Blessed be.