Dear rose, your article about your 297.00 course was very interseting to me i was born with a veil over my face and during my chilhood was very much able to give peolple lucky numbers, that they would win on and i knew when all my relatives had died before the phone call came. i did chanel my gifts for awhile but in the wrong way. i got away from that and know jesus is my savior now! i am very interested in signing up but unfortuneately couldn’t even afford the, wait don’t go page, that gave me even smaller payments. i live on 707.00 a month disability and am supporting my household on that it does not go far my so called patner doesn’t help much at all he gives me his food stamps but does not find work at all and when he does it is not enough to help me just him. a storm came last year in march and a tree top tornado took out my pickup, two sheds and part of my bedroom in my trailer. i have a 1969 moblile home on a 100 x 120 lot in altoona, fl. i lost my soulmate over self stupidity and am heart broken because of it. he has moved on also but lives with a very psycotic thin woman now and i worry about him, we are still firends but he says he still loves me but is not in love with me any more. i am really at my wits end to find out i can’t even afford to get help anymore. i am having to borrow money i will probably never be able to pay back to my mother to get the camper i bought fixed up so i can move into it and destroy the trailer so i can replace it , it is to old for the county to issue permits to fix it i have just applied for a usda loan to replace it but don’t really think i make enough to get the loan. i have tried for all other loans and don’t make enough to get help the usda is my last resort. he (george) does not help with the fixing up of the camper either he starts things but never gets them done. i plan on showing him the door when i bring my mom down here because they will not get along i don’t love him anymore and he just seems like he wants a free place to live. i wish with all my heart i had my joe (my ex) back and could start living life without crying every day. i can’t afford your course and am sorry about that too. i just stay sorry most of the time and don’t speak much anymore to anyone although i am doing pretty good with rambling on here. i just wish i had my old life back he was my friend and lover joe was. i lost him being stupid and hard headed and am some times thinking about just ending it sometimes which i know means i won’t get to heaven that way. my dad passed away 2 years ago now 10/28/2009 and he was a good man and great father i always promised him i wouldn’t let mommy live alone and can’t even keep that promise so far. i am such a failure i am sorry i am just rambling i turned to some online psyics that 1 took 350.00 from me and that is gone others did not give good advice. one said i would get back with joe but would be misssing out on the real love of my life. i have no more money to ask them anymore and am at my wits end life is great or was anyway and i pray all the time for every one in the world to have it better and someday i know my prayers will be answered it is in gods time not mine i know. thank you for your time and ears to listen bless you jackie
Merry Meet Jackie,
You seem to be a very strong person who has has a lot of unfortunate experiences. Your come across to me as an individual who is hard working and sincere. However, you may be spending too much time in the past. Like water that goes under a bridge, we cannot bring our past back. The past is there for a reason. We find joy and sorrow in our past. The joys were probably wonderful, but the sorrows make us get smarter. Your thoughts are very important. Always remember to change negative thoughts into positive ones. Also be kind to all regardless of who they are and where they come from. All of our good acts and thoughts will bring us good tidings.
In your case, you still pine for your ex that you lost to another woman. However, your promise to keep your mother happy is commendable. So here is a spell for you to have a happy home. Remember that a hopeful attitude and positive thoughts make your life healthy, happy and prosperous.
Cash Growing spell
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For this spell, you will need a jar, flax seed and a few coins.
Step 1: Put a pinch of flax seed in the jar.
Step 2: Add a few coins – pennies are fine.
Step 3: Place the jar in your kitchen.
Step 4: Everyday add some more flax seeds and more coins
Step 5: When the jar is full, bury it in your property and contiue for more luck.
Brightest Blessings
Rose.