HI ROSE I HOPE YOUR DOING WELL . I DON’T KNOW IF YOU CAN HELP I HAD SCUM BALL FAMILY SCREW ME OUT MY HOME AN PROPERTY NOT COUNTING MUCH MUCH MORE THIS WAS ON BACK DOOR DEALS MY MOTHER SCREW ME OVER 3 YEARS AGO BIG TIME SHE DONE THIS CRAP TO THE OTHER KIDS TO SHE THE WORSE KIND OF SCUM ANY ONE THAT WILL SCREW THERE OWN KID OVER YOU KNOW THIS ALL HAPPEN WHEN I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR HART FAILURE THERE A LOT MORE I DON’T WANT TO SCARE YOU OFF HOPE YOU CAN HELP ??? TAKE CARE ERICH

Merry Meet Erich, I can understand how hopeless life seems at this point. However, there are many things you can do to improve your life. First of all, take responsibility for it. NOW. Your first priority is to take care of yourself. The heart failure indicates that you didn’t take good care of yourself. Life has its ups and downs and believe me, everyone has these times in life. However, most of us spring right back up and continue making a good life for ourselves. One thing we cannot do without in life is the right attitude. Our attitude decides how healthy we will be, how fortunate we will be and how happy we will be. Why? Because the more positive you are, the happier your life will be. The more you stay away from negative emotions such as jealousy, anger, thoughts of revenge, remorse, pity, alienation, etc, the more satisfied you will be. From your email, Erich, I can see the depths to which your mind has fallen. You have to pull yourself up in order to feel good. No one is perfect, and so the first thing you need to do is forgiveness. Forgive everyone who you think hurt you. I can assure you that the Universe is just. If you hurt someone, you will get the hurt right back. And sometimes it hurts for a very long time. However, the Universe also offers us a way out of this negative garbage that your mind may become. The only thing we need to do is to decide never to speak ill of anyone again. If we focus ONLY on the positive parts of life, we will soon find that the negative ones sort of fade away.Find the time to sit down and write down all the hurt that you feel others have given you. Read it once and set fire to the paper. Once the paper is gone, you should decide never to mention any of it again. Move on with your new life. Go away to another part of the world and start life anew if you have to. Always remember to be positive and I can guarantee that your life will only give you joy! Brightest Blessings. Rose.