i have special abilities but i don’t know how to use them. i’ve always wanted to become a witch but i’m scared. please help me

Merry Meet Seeker,
There are millions of people who are witches and love to work in Witchcraft. There is nothing to be worried about witchcraft unless you harm others. For goodness and a wonderful life, the Divine forces have given us amazing powers so that we would have wonderful lives when using these wonderful gifts.
Did you know that children are the best witches on Earth? Their wishes usually come true because they come from a pure heart. They have a pure heart and their wishes or goals are very simple.
However, for the adults, we may work from greed and wish to have more than what we need. Then, the Universe may decide not to give us what we yearn for. As for you, fear is just a blockage and when you remove that blockade that is hurting your life, you will see the immense potential that life gives us. You say that you have special abilities. It will be a shame if you do not use them. Many people wish they had special abilities.
Witchcraft is sometimes confused with black magic. Witchcraft is a loving, caring religion (magick) which does not hurt anyone. However, black magic, which has been around for millenniums, can be very hurtful. So do not associate with black magic or any of its offshoots.
Enjoy working on Wicca which is the fastest growing religion in the USA. If anyone tries to stop you from working on Wicca, you can proudly say that you are not doing anything wrong. The three corporate religions in the world are the ones that hurt people with their rules and regulations such as condemning homosexuality and disallowing people to marry each other, etc. When religion gets in the way of life, it needs to be taken OUT.
Hope you will enjoy the beautiful way of Witchcraft that uses our beautiful spirits and creates wonderful things out of our energy.
Brightest Blessings
Rose.