I’m still young and I get bullied at school, mainly because I’m very quiet and on my own a lot. I hate it, and that’s why I need magic to get a better outcome in life. I feel that a lot of people hate me, I don’t know why, so I feel depressed a lot of the time, even now.

It sounds like you are having a tough time in school. I assume you are in high school. It can be a rough and unforgiving time. Thankfully, it only lasts for a few years and then we move into adulthood and away from the clich s and characteristics that we find in high school. I really feel the first things you need to do are to work on yourself. That is why I’ve included a meditation guide for self renewal and a spell for self assurance.

If you improve your confidence and feelings about your self, I think some of these feelings may lessen. There are times as a young person when we feel that everyone hates us, but that is rarely true. Even people I knew in school who were mean and thoughtless weren’t hated by others. The more popular kids didn’t even acknowledge them in many cases.

Try the meditation and spell I chose for you and see if you don’t feel differently about yourself and your relationships with others around you.

A Meditation Guide for Self-Renewal

Lay down in a dark place in a comfortable position.

Visualize darkness surrounding you, glowing with a soft, golden light.

Inhale deeply, breathe that light into you and cleanse yourself with it. See the light remove all impurities and disturbances. Visualize problems and disharmonies as a sickly green light.

When you exhale, the green light will project from your mouth, taking the bad things with it. Do this until the light coming from your mouth is only golden, and all the green is gone.

Continue to breathe slowly and deeply, visualize yourself descending a staircase. With each step you take, your consciousness spreads out at little more.

When you feel in tune with your surroundings, you are at the bottom of the staircase. You visualize a long hallway with doors staggered along the walls.

Behind every door, is a peaceful scene. Open a door to a tranquil scene for tranquility.

For love, open a door to open your heart to the love that you want from your intended.

For wealth, visualize you are making money in what ever way.

When you are ready, slowly walk up the stairs. Your consciousness will return to normal as you go higher. You will awake feeling renewed and confident.

A Crayon Spell for Self-Assurance

Gather the following items: a piece of paper, one gray crayon, one bright color crayon (orange-yellow is good), matches, a small item to represent yourself (perhaps a pebble)

On the left side of the paper write in gray, the word “doubt” and draw a cloud above the word.

On the right side, use the bright crayon to draw a sun with the word “assurance” underneath it.

Then lay the paper before you, placing the symbol of self on the left side. Slowly move the stone across the page until it sets firmly on the word “assurance,” while chanting this phrase:

“From doubt to certainty, light to mark my way. Misgivings be gone, I’m seizing the day.”

Take a deep breath and tear away the left side of the paper releasing your breath as you finish tearing. Burn that side to destroy your doubt.

Wrap the remaining paper around the stone or object, and carry it to encourage confidence every day. This is used to ease indecision. Clarify a sense of confusion. To get rid of reservations, misgivings, skepticism. It is best cast when the moon is in Gemini or Capricorn. Month of August. Waning Moons, or on bright, sunlit days.