do i really have negitivity blocking me from my true love and if so how do i get rid of this.

Hello there my dear, Well, since I do not really know you personally, I cannot really say if you are a negative type of person or not…. But, since it is a concern for you, I cannot help but assume it is at least an issue for you to some degree or another…. So, it seems that the first thing you would want to do is sit down and try to root out the source of said negativity. Figure out for yourself where it is coming from… what caused it to begin in the first place… and what, if anything, can you do to begin to over come it and start moving on with your life…. One of the things that often spawns negativity is low self esteem. To that end, let me offer you the following spell that may help out…. A Spell to Encourage Self Esteem Lacking that happy knack of making friends easily? If you are asked to a party, do you stand around like the proverbial wallflower while everyone else is engaged in happy conversations and the sound of everybody else’s laughter fills the room? Or maybe your career is stuck in a rut and you see no way to make that break for yourself to get ahead? If you think, “That’s me!” about any of these, then maybe the answer lies in a lack of self-esteem and the following will help…. You will need: A bath Lavender essential oil Jasmine essential oil An essential oil burner Seven green oak leaves (Basil can be used if oak is out of season) One purple candle One yellow candle Purple thread An envelope First, start a warm bath running and drizzle some of the lavender oil into the water. Next light both candles and sit them near the bath. Float the leaves in the bath and climb in. Breathe in through your nose and hold it for a count of seven. Breathe out through your mouth for a seven count. Repeat this process six more times. As you breathe in, visualize your lungs filling up with warm, golden light. As you breathe out, see your frustrations in your breath and watch your anger, pain, and all of the other barriers that stand in your way float away with each exhalation. Now, totally relaxed and at ease with yourself, visualize a spot of golden light above you. Watch it get bigger and bigger before it floats down and your body is enveloped in its warm glow. At this point, repeat the following: “I have a contribution to make. I have words to say. Let others hear the words I speak. And take self-doubt away. And let it be done, that it harm no one.” Repeat these words six more times before leaving the bath and snuffing the candles. Thread the oak leaves onto the string and then hold them up to the light and repeat the previous verse one last time. Fold the leaves into the envelope and place the envelope into your handbag or wallet. End the ritual by burning the jasmine oil in the burner and letting the scent of it waft over you, removing any last traces of self-doubt.