I would like to know if my boyfriend that just left me 2 weeks ago without saying why he just got out of state prison he was there for 9 months i picked him up on july 4th and when i dropped him off well i havent seen him at all he has alot of problems at home with family and im not sure if his parents like me well cuz im 8years older than him i just turned 45 on july 13, but my questions is did he really love me like he said he did im so hurt right now but does he really love me or was he lieing all this time to me? what is it that he really feels for me or was it that i was the only one in love!!!!

Merry Meet Seeker,
I can understand how frustrated and sad you are due to your boyfriend’s behavior. Unfortunately, things like this happen and the only one who can give you an answer is your boyfriend himself. Now that he is not contactable, it is time for you to take care of yourself.
No one except your boyfriend knows how much he loves you. If he does not try to contact you in a few days or maximum two weeks, you must think of it as an opportunity to find new love. Yes, that may seem a bit cruel at this point, but you are far too lovable for someone who just got out of state prison. It would be better for you if you raised your goals a bit more by seeking individuals who will directly tell you if they love you and show you the respect you deserve.
We are all responsible for our actions. There is a reason why your boyfriend had to go to prison. For your future, it is best to move on and find other friends who will be honest and dependable. We cannot draw the truth from others; they have to tell us what are in their minds. You are a kind soul and you obviously help others without any reservations. For this, the Universe will gift you even more love and joy.
Stay as you are and learn to love yourself more. Find your passions and your strengths and work to improve them.When you are a self-sufficient, strong and independent woman, guys will flock to you.
Brightest Blessings.
Rose.