how is my future like? ever since my husband passed on life has been difficult and can u ask him how he died

Merry Meet Seeker,
My condolences on the demise of your husband. I am sure it is very difficult to get through the days. However, whenever you feel sad, think of the wonderful days you had in your marriage. There is no guarantee in life. Some people die in their childhood, others live to their teens and yet others wish to return when in the prime of their life. One thing is guaranteed – You can make your life shine again!
By being thankful for our past expereinces, we can move beyond this tragedy and look forward to smiling again. If you have children, it is important that you take care of them and make sure that they do not experience a lot of sorrow as you continue to grieve. Grieving is good so long as you feel that the emotion is not making you lethargic and devoid of hope for the future.
One thing that you can do to jumpstart your future life is to go out to places where they desperately need help. Children and women’s shelters, community houses, community gardens, food bank, etc always need helping hands. The more you help others in need, the happier your life will become. You will also meet kind, spiritual and strong people there who can help you get beyond this tragedy and learn to enjoy life again.
Although we may never know how your husband died, rest assured that he is in a better place now. You, on the other hand, need to terms with what happened and make your life enjoyable again. Take it as a challenge and find out what life adventures are ahead of you. I assure you that you will find love, joy and happiness in your future.
Brightest Blessings
Rose.